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Shine your light within

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Nothing like the light within to carry you inside your skin

Nothing like the God within to show you who you are

Nothing beats your light within

It’s shines bright and far

Reaching all that’s missing love serving as a “peaceful dove”

Nothing like the light within to bring you to your knees

Light within and light without

Holds your hand for you to find

Truth within and truth without about who you are

Sing your light, it’s your soul

Showing you the way back home

Be the lignt you are within

That’s the way for love to win

Peace love grace

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Deanna Avakumova (Shanti)

https://www.lightofessence.com

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Aqua love

“Aqua Love” acrylic on 7x10 canvas ✨

Gratitude flows as infinite light

Lifting my bodies to their highest hight

My soul free and complete

Breathes new life back into my feet

Sole-less steps I take

Invisible might

Carries my body as most precious freight

This magic within me

It’s free as a bird

Wings spread wide Soaring above

All that surrenders under Gods Grace

Peace love and grace at the divine pace

By Deanna Avakumova ( Shanti )

https://www.lightofessence.com/spiritual-artwork

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True worth

From the depth of my soul to the lightness of my being

The true light of essence shines

Through perceived hardships and dialogues with self

I see the truth

The strength that carries you is you

The love that contains you is you

The breath that defines is you

It has always been you reaching out to you pulling you with the strength of a warrior to get you home

Have you ever noticed how subtle the voice of the knowing is

Have you ever cared to give it a boost of light, expand into something undeniably liable and credible

That is the strength you give it, that is the credibility it deserves

Do not deny yourself of truth, for you are truth bearer

Do do not deny yourself the gift that has always been yours

Give yourself permission to believe

And allow the power you hold rise up from shadow to light, 

From depth to the surface, from within to without

Surrender to your own true light, that is your true worth

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Sacred encounter

The most sacred encounter is when I see “me” 

I see me now and I see me from the distant future in the moment of possible . Time is a playful element essential for reaching and becoming  the highest expression of self 

The most sacred encounter is when I feel “me”, my essence reaching out from beyond 

Touching my heart and the flow of truth bestows itself upon me, shedding light to the farthest corners of the unknowing, instilling trust and faith and enduring Grace. 

The most sacred encounter is with  my own brave heart that knows no fear or self doubt . It knows what it is here for 

The most sacred encounter is when I look at myself and say “you made it , it was so hard but you believed that you can do it and  you did it, your ways defy all logic  - I love you so “ 

The most sacred encounter is most precious silence that I hear so well that speaks volumes of wisdom and higher truth settling it in my own center for my joy, for my ascension for my simply being and trusting 

The most precious encounter when I witness the equilibrium within the essential balance and when I wake up each morning knowing and owning and embodying the truth of who I AM 

There is sacredness and humbled encounter in each breath I take 

And my beating heart skips a bit when I truly see me 

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Solitude

I am centered in my solitude, In my solitude I am not alone.  The very air I  breathe -  no one else is devouring it, noone is in my space to claim it. 

In this space of non-presence I am fully present, in this space only truth resides, in this space I AM CAPABLE OF FULLY BEING. 

In this devouring solitude I am consumed by you my own love for me from me to me. 

In this space of love  all is extrasensory. I WAS A stranger to the solitude before, i did all i could to get away from it. Look at me now, we are inseparable. She won me over, with her brutal honesty, she took me on her waves of generosity and stole me away.

 She had too, so I can finally meet ME

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I saw you, I see you

infinite light  and love , the grandest part 

Underneath the constellations that fill my heart 

I saw you I see you 

I AM

In the time as all is complete 

For love has shown not defeat 

And  heaven is my heart 

I saw you I see you 

I AM 

Love never lets go 

It’s shines as bright as eternal glow

within and without I AM 

In the time of Infinite heart 

When constellations have played its part as they fell out of my pure  heart 

I AM 

No distance no time no space 

Its simply divine completion 

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I am the dreamer and the dream

I am divinity beyond infinity 

There is nothing that can define me only I that can contain me 

I am true potential of my expression 

Divine spark without any repression 

I am the stepping stones in my higher  ascension 

climbing higher and higher into the  greatest potential 

Flowing like river into countless streams all in the unison within one dream 

One dream of reunion and blessing within , for all as we know it is not as it seems

Breathless you leave me when I gaze at you 

A perfect blend of light that is true 

Touch my shoulder  caressing my soul 

When I am in it I simply glow 

Completions, endeavors and courage of will 

Carry me through into arms of within 

Arrivals, departures all happens at will 

Within divine I stand, I am still 

Stillness beholds the truth of the knowing 

In such state of Grace all is flowing 

Flowing like rivers into countless streams 

I am the dreamer And I am the dream ....

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I AM

Infinite light  and love , the grandest part 

Underneath the constellations that fill my heart 

I saw you I see you 

I AM

In the time as all is complete 

For love has shown not defeat 

And  heaven is my heart 

I saw you I see you 

I AM 

Love never lets go 

It’s shines as bright as eternal glow

within and without I AM 

In the time of Infinite heart 

When constellations have played its part as they fell out of my pure  heart 

I AM 

No distance no time no space 

Its simply divine completion 

BY Deanna Avakumova (Shanti)

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"The gift"

I gave a gift of me to me 

Unheard-of love, of highest of hights and infinite lights returned  to me 

Oh grateful recipient of highest truth

How I love thee 

How I honor the magic within 

Unbeatable  . Undetectable   to the naked eye 

It’s power stirs the soul of a simple passer by 

Don’t hide away in your shell 

The world awaits you and upon your arrival thy will be done ! 

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Your choices make you

Consciousness speaks to those who listen, to help you recover that genuine and authentic human being within yourself.

They’re come points in your life - and it can be in relationships, family, work, personal “issues” - when you just have to stop pushing or pulling and you just have to let go. It is at this point of deciding to let go and actually doing it that you experience an exponential growth in your evolution. You are already all that you need to be. You just don’t remember it yet. It is by letting go that the memory activates. Let go of being hung up on your mistakes, learn from them and move on and see what aligns for you as you let go.


Your grouchiness about the "unfortunate "events, won’t make them lighter, it will only make YOU DENSER.

Your choices make you who you are!

Do not get stuck in the negative emotion!

MOVE through it. Don’t be a stagnant pond, be a flowing river This reality will bring forth that which is needed to be overcome and transmuted. By resisting it, transmutation and transformation won’t take place.

Break the chains of bondage and see the lessons for what they are.


So, whatever it is, raise above the noise, focus on the gratitude and most benevolent and highest expression of yourself – from Such alignment only highest and most benevolent outcome comes through!

Peace love grace

Deanna

www.lightofessence.com



Do not be bundled in the shackles of your failures, for they are not failures- they are your lessons, for which you have chosen this planet for!  

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