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I AM

Infinite light  and love , the grandest part 

Underneath the constellations that fill my heart 

I saw you I see you 

I AM

In the time as all is complete 

For love has shown not defeat 

And  heaven is my heart 

I saw you I see you 

I AM 

Love never lets go 

It’s shines as bright as eternal glow

within and without I AM 

In the time of Infinite heart 

When constellations have played its part as they fell out of my pure  heart 

I AM 

No distance no time no space 

Its simply divine completion 

BY Deanna Avakumova (Shanti)

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"The gift"

I gave a gift of me to me 

Unheard-of love, of highest of hights and infinite lights returned  to me 

Oh grateful recipient of highest truth

How I love thee 

How I honor the magic within 

Unbeatable  . Undetectable   to the naked eye 

It’s power stirs the soul of a simple passer by 

Don’t hide away in your shell 

The world awaits you and upon your arrival thy will be done ! 

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Your choices make you

Consciousness speaks to those who listen, to help you recover that genuine and authentic human being within yourself.

They’re come points in your life - and it can be in relationships, family, work, personal “issues” - when you just have to stop pushing or pulling and you just have to let go. It is at this point of deciding to let go and actually doing it that you experience an exponential growth in your evolution. You are already all that you need to be. You just don’t remember it yet. It is by letting go that the memory activates. Let go of being hung up on your mistakes, learn from them and move on and see what aligns for you as you let go.


Your grouchiness about the "unfortunate "events, won’t make them lighter, it will only make YOU DENSER.

Your choices make you who you are!

Do not get stuck in the negative emotion!

MOVE through it. Don’t be a stagnant pond, be a flowing river This reality will bring forth that which is needed to be overcome and transmuted. By resisting it, transmutation and transformation won’t take place.

Break the chains of bondage and see the lessons for what they are.


So, whatever it is, raise above the noise, focus on the gratitude and most benevolent and highest expression of yourself – from Such alignment only highest and most benevolent outcome comes through!

Peace love grace

Deanna

www.lightofessence.com



Do not be bundled in the shackles of your failures, for they are not failures- they are your lessons, for which you have chosen this planet for!  

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"Patience"

It begins with a thought and ends with a reality

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"I AM ONE"

" I AM ONE"

Soft breeze over my shoulders that’s me
silence echoing that’s me
The golden aqua shimmer glittering in ethers that’s me
All that I AM as I AM that’s me
I am the Alpha and the Omega
the beginning and the end
I am the incarnate present and aware
I am an illusion and I AM the stare
I am in all that I am and all that I AM not
I am “beware “ on that door knob
Awareness is the key to existence
Keep it lit, don’t keep it at a distance
All is not as it seems, and all is as it is
And I AM the line - the "seamstress"
Stitching each hole , correcting each glitch
Love is all that I AM , i am the light switch
I AM, we are, ONE
I AM the HOME, and I am gone ....
I AM unspoken....
I AM unseen...
But I am HERE

by Deanna Shanti Avakumova

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"The Gift"

I gave a gift of me to me

Unheard of love of highest of heights and infinite lights embodied by me

Oh, grateful recipient of highest truth, How I love thee

How I honor the magic within Unbeatable, Undetectable to the naked eye

Its power stirs the soul of a simple passer by....

“Home “‘is who I AM

The world awaits you and upon your arrival thy will be done ! 

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I AM

I am silent like the river 

Roaring silence merged with the true light 

Standing at the precipice of a majestic sight

Forever eternal 

without a doubt in my mind I love forward 

It has been done 

It’s complete 

And now simply flowing into inevitability

“Erase all doubt 

Erase all questions 

Bask in the goodness of completion 

Home you are 

And home you will Be 

For you are eternal in your infinity 

I treasure your silence And I treasure your voice 

You are all knowing 

So please rejoice 

Rejoice in your goodness 

Rejoice in your claim 

Rejoice in the inevitable gain 

Rejoice in children 

They are a magical sight 

Rejoice in the miracle within your sight 

Rejoice In your goodness 

Rejoice in your choice 

Rejoice beloved 

Rejoice in your voice 

I want you to hear how amazing  you are 

I told you so many times that you  are a star 

And I can tell you trillion more but you won’t believe 

Cause my beloved you must truly  believe 

Believe with your heart 

Believe  with your thought 

Believe it in your every word 

I love you I know you 

I am Who you are 

So let’s sing this song 

It has brought you this far 

The journey isn’t over 

But is ready to end 

Sit back and relax and enjoy in content!”

SHANTI WWW.REJUVELATE.COM

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Alpha to Omega

Love makes a fool of everyone that has touched the feathery glow of its iridescent brilliant light 

Indecent with its proposal to entice the mere mortal with its immortality 

How, beloved, it is bestowed upon you - the inevitability of its blessing !!! 

How magical is it to feel it ? 

Human is blessed with such gift 

The greatest experiment ever conducted ! 

I win you with your words 

I loose you at “hello “

Only to reunite when it is all complete all over again 

How marvelous the gift of giving is , receptive and conclusive

I don’t doubt you 

I am you 

I am the succession of your procession ! 

I am the alpha to your omega!

Shanti

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The song of your soul

It is understood that the density on this planet, the composition of this atmosphere creates all the conditions necessary for the negativity to prevail, but what is asked of you is to open your eyes wider, to open your hearts wider, to embrace the truth that you are here to bring about the change and you are here to morph completely into a new state of being! You are here to rise despite the challenge !

What is it that you are lacking, what is it that you have not enough of, what is it that you are craving, and what is it that you simply can’t put your finger on? That is the part that needs healing, growth and transformation !

And as the change and transformation occurs much seems to crumble away from you, pain arises as physical, emotional, anxiety, depression and confusion.

This is necessary for you are evolving and ascending, you are being remade. You might be confused on what is going on, and you are supported in your confusion.

Feed your heart ! Your heart center is your salvation and has access to the higher truth. The heart center is the path to your wellbeing, your heart center is your eternal flame and this is the place where you meet your true essence! It the place you meet true you ! Balance and equilibrium between your heart and your ego is essential !

The density of your environment creates challenges in your ability and capacity to truly connect and reach with WITHIN and act out of the highest expression of you at all times.

Much of your focus is directed to the external and it takes you away from what is essential.

This constant separation between WITHIN AND WITHOUT, creates that friction and creates the chaos that you see around in so many corners of the world and in so many lives.

The purpose is to bring your awareness to the surface, to realize that despite the density of this planet, you can rise above that density, by coming to that agreement with yourself and deep understanding that the highest expression of you is a choice away ! And is possible and probable and attainable !

Support is offered every step of the way on our amazing journey !

Everyone who has succeeded in ascension before you had assistance and intervention from the galactic families!

And as difficult as it is, galactic family are with you, for they are you and you are them and observing you and assisting you with this move into higher dimensions and higher states consciousness.

But you must fix your radars and focus them on the callings of your heart, on your spiritual journey, do not allow the density of your own thoughts to derail you from the higher truth that is calling upon you. Give that thought and extra boost of light !

If you choose to follow, if you choose to discern, you will drop density for you align with your inner higher truth, you align with what you have agreed upon before your human experience.

Listen to your heart it can lead you to your place of true origin . Your heart sings the song of your soul !

I am here to assist ! We are here to assist your ascension!

Shanti, Marconics Master Teacher

Visit Marconics.com

and see how Marconics can assist you in your ascension path .

I am here and available for free informative calls.

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When all looks fallen know it has risen

When all looks fallen know it has risen

There is not defeat in the fall, there is only rising! When it all ends it begins. There is no end .

Human suffering is the most essential ingredient in the process of the rising. It’s is to be honored and respected! Can you hold the space for yourself . Can you hold the space for your own “ending” and for your own “beginning “ . You are the alpha and the omega. You are God experiencing itself. You are all powerful. You just forgot and don't believe it. The fear programming and deliberate distortions have rendered us Powerless. But this game is OVER!

Your experience is defined by your state of vibration and frequency you are omitting - not your wishful thinking - you can’t cheat on this test !

But You are the key holder! Let your silent inner choir sing! SING THE SONG OF YOUR SOUL!

You hold the power to own your power of manifestation ! To your own unfolding . But you must own the power over the purity of your own thought , word and deed - and using your own heart space as your compass and not the misleading and chit chat of your “ego” mind .

You hold the key that opens the door to your greatest potential. But recognition and embodiment of alchemist and mastery is essential!

We are tested each step of the way , above and below , in many realms . All is facilitating evolution of your soul .

Bring lightens into your heart.

Bring joy into your step

Bring love into your thought word and deed - RISE

Step into your powerful purity - step into your masterful - embody the highest expression of you! This is urgent!

For when all looks like it has fallen , know that it has risen !

There is no time like now moment to let go of judgement, expectations , assumptions , resentments , victimhood - let go of powerless !!!

Step into fearless !

- Shanti

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